just feel like blogging.

11.39 pm. n im here feeling like typing my hearts out. i dont even feel like talking to anyone.
thinking abt myself, i obviously have wasted too much time. doing nth...
n skrg i know im gonna do something more REAL SOON,n im not gonna waste any more of my seconds.
im just gonna concentrate on what im gonna do. no more lingering, no more movies all weekends, no more malls on weekdays, and no more 'yeah im free lets go out'. i'll be busy, i'll be doing stuffs.
im not even thinking of getting attached in the mean time.. gonna free myself for mayb 1/2 a year or more. i just wanna be on my own, making new frends, getting to know more abt ppl.. and of course myself. im tired of being attached for now..it doesnt make me productive at all.

So.... in conclusion, i just wanna b alone, and i wanna b busy doing many2 things. exploring new stuffs. doing something i've never done b4. more active. hopefully this time i will succeedd... not gonna repeat my mistake twice.. or mayb thrice... this time im gonna follow my heart. and i know im gonna do it. =) Loves.